Pretty girls.
We watched the ball drop on TV. I had the goofiest smile on my face. I was so excited that it was 2009. I still am excited. A new year. A new start. KJ had to leave around 12:30, so we said goodbye to her and then spent about two more hours just fucking around, talking and laughing.
I couldn't sleep well last night, so I was up by 8 am and was waking Steph up to go get breakfast. We spent most of the day together, until 2 pm, and then she left. I went to my dad's house with my brother and spent some time with them until about 4, when Patti called and said she was headed home. Josh and I went and picked her up, and then Steph and KJ came back over to hang out for awhile.
So... it was really good. I was genuinely happy and at ease with them. And I think Steph is coming over again tomorrow! Very nice.
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I lied about not making resolutions. I made one at the last minute: to curse less. When I get angry, ever other word is "fuck" or "cunt" or "goddamn it" and I'm hoping to clean that up a little bit. :)
I swore to myself that I wouldn't get upset on New Years Day, but I did anyway. Steph was upset about something and had to leave, and I was ridiculously worried, and ended up crying on the way home from dropping Patti off at her house. I pulled myself together quickly, though. And I think Steph is okay now, so all is well.
(I love you, Stephanie. I'm going to keep that piece of wax paper forever and ever.)
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I don't really have any thoughts today. I'm just looking forward to a good year.
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