Friends.

What an interesting few days it has been.

I never realized how much connections with my friends altered my emotional state. I mean, it sounds like an obvious thing, but after such a long time of being indifferent towards my relationships with them, I never noticed. And then suddenly becoming aware of how much I need them has been a good experience for me.

I want to say I'll never take them for granted again, but I'm sure there will be points where I slip back down to where I've been and I'll stop caring for some time again, but I believe I'll come back from that sooner rather than later.

I'm exhausted, missing Kevin, talking to Andy, listening to the Rent soundtrack, and about to go to bed. Goodnight.