Arrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhh.

Yes, that is how I'm currently feeling. I don't know.

My brother and I have been talking about the state of "shibby." That's one of his words. I guess that's how I feel, because it is apparently to feel everything and nothing at the same time. That's where I am. I'm overwhelmed, I guess.

Yesterday, I was getting used to the idea of moving in two months or so, today, I'm trying to grasp the idea that we're moving in less than three weeks. I have to start cleaning and packing tonight. It took me a decent while last time, so I'd better give myself awhile. We're looking for houses, talking about renting moving trucks, cleaning out Josh's apartment so that he can move in with us when we move...

I'm just feeling kind of sad. I don't know why exactly. I'm ready for change but I can't believe it's going to happen so soon.