I worry about him. He was here today, and he was stressing out over work and bills. Last night, we had a conversation about his alcohol and pill consumption. It is getting out of hand. He's so stressed over being broke, but if he would stop buying the alcohol, stop buying the pills, he would save AT LEAST $150 over the entire month. Probably more.
I don't want to say these things again, though. I've brought them up. He has acknowledged that he has a problem. He doesn't want to do anything about it. But I am enabling him in ways... I won't go into detail, but... ugh, I'm not helping the problem.
My tolerance for any bullshit is incredibly low at the moment. It is only 9:06 pm, and I've got a long night ahead of me. I think I'll spend most of it in my bedroom, reading, recharging, trying to figure out what my problem is.
Maybe I'm just cranky, from very little sleep. Hahaha, it's very likely...
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